I have a list of dates indelibly inked on to my brain.
14 December 2014 - the day I first experienced loss. My beautiful Snowdrop.
25 August 2015 - our 6th wedding anniversary, Snowdrop's due date
29 May 2015 - my 2nd loss, Forget-Me-Not
5 March 2016 - my husband's 35th birthday, Forget-Me-Not's due date
6 November 2015 - the day I found out Pickle had left us
9 November 2015 - the day Pickle was forced from me
31 May 2016 - the day Pickle would have been due
So many dates. So much sadness. Each day that passes renews my pain. I love my babies with all my heart and pray that they are at peace. No pain, no fear, just peace.
Oh hun. I am so sorry. SO sorry. :(
ReplyDeleteI hold those dates in my heart too. This is the hardest. I can't find your email, but if you ever want to talk/chat with someone who gets it, I'm here. x