I think of you so much. In these days leading up to what would have been your birth you are never far from my mind. Tears come to my eyes so easily as I think of what I am missing. You have changed me so much Lily. I feel so fragile now, scarred and broken. I can remember so clearly the rollercoaster of emotions, joy, fear, disbelief, utter pain and anguish. The night of the scan when I had found out you were gone I screamed my pain and anger out, wailing and sobbing in a heap on the bathroom floor. It was like a physical pain. Perhaps it was then that my heart truly broke. I saw you Lily, I saw your heat beating inside me. You were real, you were alive and for as long as I live I will never forget you.
Love always my beautiful angel.
Mummy xxx
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