Farewell social media...

On Monday I took the plunge and deleted all social media.  Facebook, Instagram, gone.  I had deleted the apps a few weeks ago but found myself still logging in via Safari to get my daily fix of gossip.  However 2 pregnancy announcements in 1 day had me pressing deactivate.  

It's been a rough week.  My hubby found out that he is most likely being made redundant by the end of June.  He told me that as we don't know if we will be financially stable for a while he wants to stop TTC.  I am heartbroken.  I feel lost.  The purpose that I have been working towards for the past 19 months has gone.  Where do I go from here?  

To make matters worse, several times over the past few weeks Rosie has asked for a baby sister.  I'm not surprised.  She is literally the only 'only child' of everyone in all our friendship groups.  I told her that we can't always have everything we want and it's not always that easy but each time she asks I struggle not to cry.  This is worse than my worst nightmare :(