1 Month

Exactly a month ago on 9th November I had the operation to remove my baby from my body.  I am doing much better these days.  Able to focus on other things and to look to the future however today is hard.  I miss Pickle so much.  

In 5 days time it is the anniversary of my first loss.  Last year when I lost Snowdrop it hurt but I had so much hope that I would soon be pregnant again and that all would be OK.  A year later and I have 2 more little angels, an empty womb and a hole in my heart that will never be filled.

My friend always told me that the dates were hardest and she is right.