Moving on

It's amazing how someone else's happy news can completely throw you and haunt you for days.  The last couple of weeks have been really tough.  Pregnancy announcements from a close friend, my sister in law and the latest, another friend who literally 2 weeks ago was berating the fact that she can't afford a 2nd child.  I try not to let them get to me but I just can't seem to help it.  I feel like I have been moved to the back of the queue and that my turn will never come.  I have just about given up all hope and am trying to move on.  We even booked a holiday for next August, which means we will have to stop TTC for a couple of months to ensure that I am not due over the holiday date or heavily pregnant.  It feels like we are completely going against the grain by stopping but life must go on.  It will be OK whatever happens.