In my case no news is definitely not good news. I am currently on CD8 or maybe 9 (can't remember!) of Cycle 7. I will not be having another baby in 2015. The age gap between Rose and her future sibling will be nearer 5 than the 4 years we originally intended. I will not get to spend her first year of school on maternity leave which means I am going to have to find alternative childcare. I'm so sad. I'm starting to wonder if it will ever happen or whether it is just an empty dream.
I don't really post very often now as each post seems more and more negative. I have a doctors appointment on 13th April to see what my options are. I hope she'll arrange blood tests to check my hormone levels and whether or not I am ovulating, and perhaps refer me back to the Endocrinologist who I was seeing previously. Meanwhile I am just carrying on as I am, temping, trying. Waiting.
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