Yesterday would have been my sweet angel's birthday. I still miss her and think about her everyday. I don't think I ever will stop although it no longer hurts like it did.
I am now just over 18 weeks pregnant with a beautiful, miraculous, baby girl. I still don't really believe it. To be honest I doubt I will till I hold her in my arms. We had a massive scare yesterday ending in an emergency scan which thankfully showed everything to be perfect however I don't think that the fear will ever leave me.
I know how lucky I am, I am thankful every single day and I will never ever take it for granted.
